This just hasn’t been my week mood-wise. Was down some Monday, but I thought surely taekwondo Tuesday would be fun. And it was for a little bit but then I got ax kicked in the head and I was kindof over it after that. I have protective gear, I wasn’t hurt or anything. It was weird, I just felt deflated. Then I thought, oh well, I’ll feel better Wednesday when I work at the soup kitchen. And it was fine at first, again, but then we got really busy and it was hectic for awhile, which is fine. Then a woman who came in later to help kept throwing out all these ideas to make things more efficient, and assigned tables to wait, which would be fine if she’d told the other lady working what her tables were. It is totally stupid, I know, but much aggravation ensued from it. So basically it wasn’t really as uplifting as it usually is, and I only blame myself for my reactions, but the reactions don’t seem voluntary. Just in one of those funks where all the joy gets sucked out of things. Oh yes, and then I discovered the latest Face.book pregnancy announcement. It’s a girl and she’s taken my name. Not MY name, but my NAME. The name for the kid I don’t have. Sigh.