It’s been awhile
Posted on: January 21, 2013
I haven’t written much lately. I’ve thought to myself many times, Hey, you should blog about this. But… Then I don’t. I’m in a transition, and I can’t even figure out what I’m doing long enough to write about it before I change again.
I’d juuuuust about gotten it all figured out, and for about 3 weeks there I was doing great. I’d gotten it all worked out in my head to let go of some shit and that it was going to eventually feel OK to settle in to some nice child-free living plans. (See Bucket List).
Then I got a couple of pregnancy bombs dropped on me, I fell into an “eh, meh” type of week, and next thing I know I’m trying to figure out how I can finance a private adoption.
Arg, brain, come on and give me a break.
January 21, 2013 at 5:47 am
Im right there with you. I told myself we need a nice long break then there I was looking into adoption. The heart wants what the heart wants, and my heart does not want THIS!!! I’m sorry you had a rough week.